Hot Just Standing Here Breathing: An Interview with Ashley from Rock of Love Bus
If you want to date a rockstar, you better get used to falling off the stage biiitch.
I discovered Rock of Love Bus on Hulu in 2014 (it aired in 2009) during a particularly feisty nervous breakdown. I binged the whole season while drinking Dr. Pepper with crushed ice in my room in the dark and somehow, moment by moment, it healed me. It was absurd and delightful, the drama was over the top, the stakes were high/low—to win the heart of Bret Michaels—and the girls were INTENSE. For better or worse.
I’m not typically a reality show person. I can’t get into depressing reality (Hoarders) or rich-person reality (Housewives) or even the trashiest of the trash, because even in that there’s a sinister element of too-human longing and despair that I’m too much of a bleeding heart to handle. But to settle in and watch a cast of consenting hot girls get drunk and wild on tour with the frontman of a band no one’s really thought about since the 80s? It was light, fun, so niche, and exactly what my bruised spirit needed.
By this happy accident of fate, I came to know my favorite reality star of all time—Ashley Condosta, aka A-Bomb, the real star of the show in my (and many fans’) opinion. She was mordant, she was funny, she had the best one-liners (“People who eat basil are lame!”) and most importantly, she wasn’t desperate for attention—just naturally good at commanding it. A dyed-in-the-wool Vegas stripper with a hard shell and a soft heart (surprise! she’s a Cancer), Ashley was by far the most compelling cast member, and left many fans wondering whether/when she and bff Farrah would get their own show.
Maybe it’s in the works?
More than a decade after the show’s debut, Ashley and I—now moms in our 30s with reasonable bedtimes!—got on the phone to talk about the reality behind reality TV, the scourge of social media, OnlyFans vs. the strip club, motherhood, DIY hair, early 2000s nostalgia, her favorite (and least favorite!) beauty products, life moves, and more.
Interview has been edited and condensed for clarity.
Mila Jaroniec: Thank you so much for doing this interview with me! Obviously you know how big of a fan I am. [Ashley is aware of the Rock of Love tattoo my best friend and I have—a pink candy heart with ‘Biiitch’ written inside, adorned with a basil leaf]
Ashley Condosta: So fucking cute.
MJ: Rock of Love keeps us together! Whenever one of us is having a hard time in life, we get together and rewatch it or send memes and I don’t know, it just helps.
AC: I love it! Who knew that Rock of Love would bring so many people together? I’ve heard so many stories like that, I love that so much and it makes me so happy to hear.
MJ: We watched Season 3 first and loved it. And then we watched Seasons 1 and 2 and thought, These aren’t as good. Everyone was a bit too serious.
AC: We just had fun with it, Farrah and I. Can’t speak for anybody else but I know we just had as much fun as possible!
MJ: Do you respond to reality shows differently now when you watch them? After being on a reality show?
AC: Totally. Farrah and I are huge reality show people, but she’s more like the 90 Day Fiancé, Love After Lockup type and I prefer the trash ones.
MJ: What are your favorites right now?
AC: I like Thousand Pound Sisters, Sister Wives, Teen Mom OG, and Farrah hates those. She likes Vanderpump Rules and I don’t watch any of the Housewives, none of that. But we can see where scenarios are clearly set up. Rock of Love was not scripted, but every single scene was set up. So after being on TV, you can just kind of see that.
MJ: But it seemed like you guys had a lot of freedom, like they didn’t cut a lot of live interactions. Housewives for examples, they kind of splice it to make it look like there’s more drama than there is.
AC: There was tonssss of drama. They didn’t have to do that with us!
On Bret Michaels dating younger women:
I didn’t think it was creepy then, honestly I didn’t. But now that I’m an older woman and more experienced with the world I’m kind of like, Come on dude.
MJ: What about when Bret invited those three extra girls? Was everyone actually really pissed? [In Episode 5, Bret invites three new girls to join the tour because he “wasn’t feeling the emotional effort” from the eight remaining girls]
AC: We were really upset. It wasn’t so much about the new girls or who they were or whatever, it was because we were getting down to the end and we were all getting really homesick. A lot of us had kids and we were away for two months to film! It wasn’t supposed to take that long, but production got into a major accident on the road so we had to take two weeks off in the middle. So anyway, when they added three more girls on, that just made us think Oh my god, it’s gonna be three more weeks! A lot of us were upset about that, which we couldn’t really say on TV. So it looked like we were all really jealous but it wasn’t so much that, we just knew it would extend our trip. And we were ready to go, you know?!
MJ: I have no idea how you guys trekked on for as long as you did, honestly. Watching it then, in my 20s, it just seemed like a never-ending party. Watching it now in my 30s, I feel hungover just seeing an episode! How did you manage?
AC: My hangovers now are two days. Can you imagine, we were drunk every single day. When we weren’t filming, we would each have our own hotel room, and that would be the only time we weren’t drinking. We would use that time to recover, but it would only be a few days. So then the second we got back, we were back to drinking.
MJ: You were like what, 23 when that was filmed?
AC: No I was 21!
MJ: You were 21?! Awww…
AC: No I’m sorry, I was 22. Kelsey was 21, because you had to be 21 to be on the show. I was 22 and Kelsey was 21 and Brittanya was 23. We were the youngest ones.
MJ: Who was the oldest person on there?
AC: I believe it was Maria? Remember, she was gone pretty quick. The model, she was really beautiful, tall, I believe she was the oldest. But nobody was older than Bret. Now that I look back I’m like, What?? That’s kind of creepy! I didn’t think it was creepy then, honestly I didn’t. But now that I’m an older woman and more experienced with the world I’m kind of like, Come on dude. Like especially with Kelsey. The chemistry was so weird, everybody said it was like he was her dad. Really he could have been her grandpa!
MJ: It’s funny because the first essay I ran in Black Lipstick, Gina Nutt wrote about how she went to the Stadium Tour in 2021 and Poison was there, and Bret Michaels was doing high kicks. So apparently he’s still young at heart…?
AC: Oh my goodness the kicks. You know what though, compared to rockers his age he looks pretty damn good.
MJ: Yeah, I mean who knows how much of that is Photoshop but yes, absolutely.
AC: I know, I wonder too. Like how Joe Exotic puts his head on a different body.
MJ: Did you see that Instagram account that’s dedicated to celebrities unfiltered, and they show the real vs. photoshopped versions, and it’s so different.
AC: Right? And then you see them out in person and it’s like, Who’s that? It’s wild!
MJ: I saw that photos and clips of the show are featured on this throwback account 2000realitiesoflove, and one time you posted an old picture of you and DJ Lady Tribe and someone else backstage with a caption like “I’d love to make a coffee table book of strippers in front of their lockers in the 90s.” That sounds so good! Tell me more!
AC: Yes! I still would love to do that. I feel like I don’t have time to do anything awesome like that right now but I totally would.
MJ: What do you miss most about the 90s and early 2000s?
AC: Oh my god everything! I don’t know if anyone knows but I listen to 90s country, like that’s my favorite. It’s all I listen to, Reba and stuff like that. So I miss all the music from the 90s, I miss the clothes and the fashion—actually mainly the early 2000s was kinda my jam, the 90s I was in middle school. But early 2000s, I loved everything! And I feel like they’re trying to bring it back, but it’s just not the same. I also hate that they’re trying to recreate it with cheap versions of all the cool shit. It was just such a good time, I wanna go back.
MJ: I miss the i-Zone Polaroids! My mom wouldn’t let me have one.
AC: Everything! I even miss going to the mall. I don’t think teenagers even do it anymore, my son’s 16 and he doesn’t do it, go to the mall and just hang out, or like go to the movies and just hang out. People don’t do that, they’re just on their phones. I would go to the skatepark all the time, me and my girlfriends would dress cute and go see if any skaters would hit on us. People don’t even do that anymore! They’re just like Oh, I saw her on Instagram.
MJ: You used to have to go out and make an effort and now it’s just tap and swipe.
On hustling on OnlyFans:
I make like, gas money on OnlyFans! I’m not even kidding. I do okay, but here’s the thing: I’m used to being an in-person hustler. This internet shit is so fucking weird.
AC: It drives me nuts. There’s also problems like posture, things we don’t even think about, beyond the social part. I tell my kids they’re going to get tech neck. Look how people hold their heads down. No one even looks up at each other, people are walking across the street looking down at their phones getting hit by cars.
MJ: Oh I know. Speaking of kids and tech neck—how has motherhood changed your beauty routine?
AC: I feel like I’m just now starting to get into actual skincare, things that take time, like a routine. Because before when my kids were babies I would literally have the same makeup on for a week straight. My youngest two were babies at the same time, they’re only two and a half years apart, so I had my oldest one and then these two in diapers, one was in Pull-Ups and one was a newborn. And I was off social media for that time too. I took like two years off and totally ghosted social media. People were making up stories, that I was dead or in rehab or something. Nope! Just being a mom.
MJ: Living your life.
AC: Yeah! I totally just threw myself into being a mom and having no beauty routine. I didn’t even dye my hair for probably three years, I let it all naturally grow out to dishwater blonde.
MJ: That’s my color too!
AC: It actually looked pretty? But it wasn’t me. So I feel like I’m just now starting to get back to bleaching my hair on a regular basis, doing the things that make me feel good. So it took a while but now I feel like I’m taking care of me more.
MJ: It does take a while. My son’s six and a half and it took me about five years to get back to a beauty routine. I also had really bad postpartum, but I really do think it just takes that long. The “bounce back” thing isn’t real. But I’m curious about your hair! It’s beautiful. You said it got stronger after you started doing it yourself at home?
AC: It did!
MJ: I need to know your process because my hair is a disaster and I spend way too much money on it. What do you do now?
AC: So basically—and I’m not slamming hairdressers—the way my hair is, it’s just a very weird texture, it’s curly and very coarse, just really hard to deal with. So any time I’d go to a salon they’d just eff it up or miss tons of spots, there were times when I would leave and still have calico-looking spots they totally missed because my hair’s so thick. So I got tired of it and started looking online how to do it myself. And I figured out the method: I get everything at Sally’s and do it myself at home and do a deep conditioner afterwards and ever since I started doing that, my hair started growing and growing and getting thicker and not breaking off.
MJ: What do you use on it?
AC: I’ve used L’Oreal Quick Blue for the past five years, it comes in a bucket at Sally’s. It’s like 20-something dollars but it lasts forever. I get a bottle of 30 volume cream developer and I use the Sally’s brand, but you know, whatever, to each their own, it’s just cheaper. Anytime I can get a bargain! And I don’t even use a toner, a lot of people do but I’m just super into that trashy yellow, I guess Hollywood blonde? But if you don’t want the yellow get a toner. Farrah sometimes uses Wella, T18. I think they call it White Lady, I’m not even kidding. Maybe they changed it. Anyway, T18 if you want the icy. And then I use purple shampoo. If you don’t use a toner, you can just leave purple shampoo on your head for 15 minutes. I use the Shimmer Lights from Sally’s again. Not trying to hawk Sally’s but it’s just really good! And then I do a deep conditioner, there’s these Henna ‘N Placenta packets. I don’t know what kind of placenta it is, I haven’t read into it but it makes your hair feel like silk so it does not matter to me. It smells kind of like bananas, kinda tropical. It smells so good. Nothing gross. So I leave that on for probably an hour with a bag on my head, a Walmart bag or something. Or you can use a shower cap if you wanna get fancy.
MJ: My mom and I used to dye our hair in the kitchen—she’d do my hair and I’d do her hair, and then the Drug Mart bags went on and we’d drink wine and that’d be it.
AC: I mean we don’t have to be fancy around here to get the right results. You just have to have the right routine. But I don’t think anyone should just run and bleach their hair. I know my hair, I know what it can tolerate. I guess most people should patch test. Don’t go bald and get mad at me anybody, please!
MJ: We gotta do a disclaimer at this point!
AC: Disclaimer! Don’t do anything I do. A lot of people can’t handle the bleach like I can! Farrah uses Feria, if you want to know what she does. My hair’s too much for box dye. I’d have to buy like 4 boxes.
MJ: How is Farrah doing? Also let’s talk about Blondourage Beauty, the makeup and accessory line the two of you started. All the stuff I want is sold out!
AC: Okay. I think she’s okay with me talking about it. She’s going through a nasty divorce and all the products are with her but she’s gonna have to move soon. So we didn’t want to restock everything because we aren’t really sure where she’s going. The site is still up and running, we still have things on there, but there’s a few things that are the most popular we have not restocked.
MJ: The whore bags! Love those.
AC: We’re trying to get it back together. I’m trying to get her out here, honestly. Back to Vegas, I mean, because that’s where she used to live, and I just feel like it would be so good for her to come back and get out of that toxic situation. She’s got so many people that love her, we could get her a job, it’s just so much cheaper to live out here.
MJ: Where is she right now?
AC: South Carolina. But the town she’s in, she has no ties. She doesn’t know anybody except for her husband and he’s not there anymore. So it sucks, she’s making big life changes and has to figure it out. But I feel like it’s like that with everybody right now, I wanna move too and everybody I talk to is going through a period where they don’t know what they’re gonna do next. You know? Big life changes are coming. I kinda feel like it’s like that for everyone.
MJ: That’s the vibe. But also Saturn just entered Pisces like yesterday, and it’s been hanging out in Aquarius and Capricorn the past 5 years—I don’t know if you’re into astrology—but basically Saturn, a restrictive planet, was in the realm of isolation and restriction and now it’s in this more fluid sign, so I feel like there’s more expansion and connection on the horizon.
AC: So maybe everybody’s feeling like they can make the leap, if they didn’t before.
MJ: There are boundaries, you have personal boundaries of course but they’re not as rigid, as imposed as they felt before. So Saturn will be in Pisces until like 2025 or 6, so it’s a long stretch, a new era.
AC: I love that! I totally feel like something is coming. I keep telling my husband I would even be fine with moving back to Vegas and going to school to be a blackjack dealer, or training to be a cocktail waitress. I’m just in this weird spot where my kids are all in school, so I don’t really have a reason or desire to be a stay-at-home person anymore. And in Vegas there are just so many opportunities. I’m just in this tiny town now and I really have nothing here. Farrah, I feel like no matter what, she has to be back on the West Coast for us to do anything. Being across the country from each other just doesn’t work at all. It’s a lot of things we have to figure out, but I think what’s meant to be will be and everything’s gonna come together.
MJ: Absolutely. And cocktail waitresses make really good money.
On going back to the strip club:
I’m just not at the age where I want to be dancing anymore. Not that I knock it or think girls in their 30s shouldn’t do it, not at all. I think it’s great if you want to. But I know my knees, and I know my bedtime.
AC: Yeah, and I’m just not at the age where I want to be dancing anymore, you know. Even in the mindset. Not that I knock it or think girls in their 30s shouldn’t do it, not at all. I think it’s great if you want to. But I know my knees, and I know my bedtime. My bedtime is 9:00 on the dot. And if it’s past that I turn into a zombie. You know, you’re a mom—you have to wake up at 6 in the morning. It’s disgusting. Nobody should have to do that. The time I wake up now is the time I used to be going to sleep.
MJ: Oh I know. I live in a small town now too and there isn’t much for me here, creatively and career-wise. I want to move back to New York every single day. But at the same time I’m like, Wow, could my body even handle that?
AC: Same. I wonder, if I go back to Vegas after being so isolated, I’m either going to 100% love it and be so happy or I’m gonna hate it and think, What did I do. I took away my peace. I can’t figure out the balance but I’m hoping I make the right choice.
MJ: Yeah, it has to be a gut choice. I don’t think you can logic it through, that kind of thing. Your heart either feels that a place is right for you, or it isn’t, and if it isn’t then something will always feel off. What made you guys move into the desert?
AC: We moved out here originally because we had these little boys, they were babies and we wanted to get out of the city. For babies it felt like a toxic city to be in. I’m not knocking Vegas, I’ve benefited from it but it’s a very adult-driven place. It’s an adult playground. So I just wanted to get out. But this town, I used to visit as a kid—my grandma lived in a little trailer out here—so I had really fond memories of it. So when we were house hunting we found this place and it was the only place we could really afford. We loved the location, it was totally isolated. At the time isolation seemed great. But after you’ve lived it and your kids are getting older and want to go to parties with their friends and have sleepovers, it’s not even possible out here. Nobody can bring their kids to a sleepover here unless they have a Jeep. So you start thinking about things like that. We can’t have GrubHub delivered, we don’t have pizza delivery, we have nothing like that. It’s so, ugh. So when I go back to Vegas I take so much full advantage of everything and I’m like, I just would rather live like this again.
On moving back to Vegas:
If I go back to Vegas after being so isolated, I’m either going to 100% love it and be so happy or I’m gonna hate it and think, What did I do. I took away my peace.
MJ: So you might not be a dancer again, but if you were to start from the beginning, what do you wish you knew going in and what advice would you give to new strippers?
AC: Oh my gosh, SAVE THAT MONEY. I was the worst—I was so young—I started right away, when I was 18, when you first could. And you’re getting all this cash, I’ve never even seen cash like that before in my life. I grew up with a single mom who was very very poor at times and all of a sudden the very first night I worked I made $500. And I was 18 so $500 was like WHAT? On a Monday night? I think I went out and bought a bunch of shoes. So when you’re making money like that, every single night for years, that is so much money. It’s more than doctors make if you save it. Save save save, that’s the number one thing I would tell anybody. Just save, as soon as you go into that, because you’re going to be making fast cash. And also my biggest mistake was getting super wrapped up in the party of it all. Wanting to be the life of the party, which I was. So basically: save your money, and don’t get lost in the party because none of those people care about your best interests at all. They just wanna have a good time, they’re not really looking out for you. And I tell my oldest son that too, just in general, when he’s out at a party. None of those people are making sure that you’re okay, so you need to make sure you’re okay.
MJ: That’s a tough lesson to learn when you’re young, and it’s so important.
AC: And you feel invincible, like nothing is gonna hurt you. Now it’s scarier. Fentanyl wasn’t in the game when we were doing party stuff. Now, everyone has to worry about that. I don’t party anymore so I don’t worry, but I worry about my friends that do. I don’t judge them, but I worry. And I worry about my kids, growing up in a world where they can get offered something and it could be something horrible.
MJ: They used to call it “drug experimentation.” Now it’s just—
AC: Death.
MJ: For real. Oh my god. We totally got off the beauty topic!
AC: Oh I know, I do this to Farrah all the time. I just start rambling about something and totally go off.
MJ: No I love it, I actually prefer it to be organic! But I’m curious, since I’ve seen your makeup cart—what’s one product that’s your must-have and one you have absolutely no use for?
On the worst makeup she’s ever used:
I feel bad slamming products but the Kylie Jenner lip kit was the absolute worst purchase I’ve ever made in my life.
AC: I feel bad slamming products but the Kylie Jenner lip kit was the absolute worst purchase I’ve ever made in my life. The liner that came with it, I rolled it up and the whole entire thing broke off. I think it was like $29, it wasn’t cheap. I’m a Walmart girl, I like Hard Candy, cheap Wet ‘n Wild. So I splurged on the Kylie because everybody loved it. But it was fucking horrible. It was 99 cent store junk. Maybe her other products are good, just the lip kit was giving zero. But it’s still on my makeup cart because I paid so much that I don’t wanna throw it out. But I’m never gonna use it again, so I should probably just throw it out, right? My number one thing, absolute favorite is Hard Candy foundation. I’m gonna look at it right now and give you the exact details on it. Once I started using it, my skin started looking way better. It didn’t break me out afterwards, I have really sensitive skin and I need a good full coverage, and it was just the very best full coverage I could find. Hard Candy Glamouflage Full Coverage Foundation. They sell it at Walmart. I use the sexy color “Linen.”
On the best makeup she’s ever used:
My number one favorite is Hard Candy foundation. They sell it at Walmart. I use the sexy color “Linen.”
MJ: I wonder what the other shades are called, “Curtains”?
AC: “Doily”?? Anyways I always try to tell everybody about it because foundation matters! And especially for people who have fucked up skin or skin that needs coverage. Some days I wake up and look flawless and other days I look like a pizza. So you can look flawless every day if you use that foundation!
MJ: I hope they send you some free ones, I’ll tag them in this post. They should, it’s the best endorsement.
AC: I’d fucking love it. Somebody told me they’re going out of business! I hope not. On my insta story I post about stuff I love, most of the time it’s cheap shit because you don’t have to go spend on Estee Lauder or whatever. There are some products I use that are expensive, some things you have to. But then there’s other things that are treasures that are so cheap and I feel terrible not telling anybody.
MJ: It’s a real public service. What are your expensive must-haves?
AC: NARS Turkish Delight lip gloss. It’s my favorite. I’ve used it for like 15 years. It’s that frosty pink color that every 90s stripper wore, but I still love it so much.
MJ: Were you a fan of Hard Candy back in the day when they started?
AC: Yeah always! I didn’t really wear foundation then, I had good skin before life happened but I used to use their nail polishes. I was crazy for all those metallics. And what’s so funny is that all those metallics are back now, everybody’s doing them again.
MJ: I love metallics. I’ve always preferred them to mattes. Especially eyeshadow—I love a shimmer, I love a glaze, the matte look never stuck with me. It just looks really old and dry.
AC: Same. Some of us are just born to shine.
MJ: So I know from stalking your Instagram that you have a secret project in the works. Any details that you can or want to share?
AC: This is all I’m gonna say without getting in trouble! Somebody got in touch with us that was one of the people we worked with on Rock of Love. And it was about something we could possibly do together, as part of a bigger situation. We were asked if we wanted to be included in something—but we were told that in order to do it, we needed to get our social media numbers up! Which is crazy because we don’t pay for followers. I don’t know how we’re supposed to do that. I think actually being on something again would get our followers up, but what are we supposed to do in advance, beg people? I don’t understand that part. So that’s the only thing. They want us to be part of something coming up but want our social media presence to be bigger than it is right now. And I’m like, How do you do that?
MJ: I don’t know how many followers you have exactly but I feel like it’s in the thousands somewhere? Isn’t that enough?
AC: I have no idea. I don’t pay that much attention, honestly! But I am at the point where I’m able to monetize, so I make a hundred bucks every couple of weeks doing stupid reels. The thing about it is like, we haven’t been on TV in 15 years, and social media wasn’t going on when we were on TV. So our accounts started from scratch. At first my Instagram was really just me and my friends, and then people started rewatching the show. It’s not like we’ve been out there. So that’s why I don’t wanna fully say what we’ve been offered because they’re saying we gotta become somebody again before they use us. They’re basically saying, You guys are losers, you have to get popular fast! Dammit, I never thought I’d have to figure out how to get people to like me. Basically I could be cool again if I could just get more followers and have a fake life on social media.
MJ: Okay but I think that stripper coffee table book would really help!
AC: I could definitely do it, but I’d probably have to find all these girls and get release forms and I’m not sure if all of them are still alive? But my sister is pretty smart, I could probably run all this by her. She’s writing a children’s book right now so she probably knows a little more. I’d be like Hello sister writing a children’s book, can you tell me how to write a stripper coffee table book?
MJ: It would be great. There’s obviously a huge resurgence of interest in early 2000s nostalgia. And especially now—people aren’t really at the strip clubs because we have OnlyFans, right? So I feel like people are nostalgic for the unfiltered personal thing.
AC: I agree, and plus sex always sells, no matter what.
MJ: The unfiltered aspect alone would grab a lot of people. Because now, when almost everything we see has been manipulated in some way, it’s almost shocking to see a real human body without the Paris filter. In the age of AI avatars.
AC: That’s what I like about it too, when I look back at those pictures. The way people’s bodies looked before you could get in there and FaceTune and alter their body proportions. You can’t do that to an old picture. Or maybe you can?
MJ: Technically you probably could? But I know what you mean. You really can’t.
AC: I like that you’re giving me a push to do something I haven’t thought about for a while. And it wouldn’t just have to be the photos I have, I could get so many submissions. Most girls are proud of that time period. They’re like the OGs.
MJ: I think we all need to get off the internet and go back to the strip club.
AC: Me too. There’s all these girls I know that say they make so much money on OnlyFans, tons and tons of money. And I make like, gas money on OnlyFans! I’m not even kidding. I do okay, but here’s the thing: I’m used to being an in-person hustler. This internet shit is so fucking weird. I barely get on there, never check my messages. I’m the worst. I would much rather just come up to you and fucking charm you with my charming package of personality and looks and charisma and you know, drunkenness sometimes. Farrah and I are the same way. You have to see us in person.
MJ: There’s so many people now who only know how to work online. But it’s not the same thing, right? There’s something lost.
AC: I’m glad to know there’s other people that feel the same way. I’m just not cut out for this internet world. I just wanna go back to being in person with everything.
The astrology and 90s Hard Candy parts of this interview spoke to me most!!
Too bad pull out quotes are for the interviewee, not interviewer, though because "I think we all need to get off the internet and go back to the strip club" is a pretty epic one, Mila!!! Lol. I also sincerely loved your encouragement to get back to the coffee table book. You're eternally the best hype man for those who need it <3 <3
I love Ashley and Farrah!!! Great interview!!